An Introduction.

Much like most things in my life, I created a blog as per the suggestion of my mother. When your mother tells you that you should do something, she is usually right, and the idea of arguing with her is unheard of if you've got half a brain. Or maybe that's just me. Either way, she said that she felt like it would be a good, healthy, therapeutic thing for me. I really hope she's right.

Let's start with baby steps. I have time to jump into the nitty gritty of things as time goes on, and truth be told, i'm still not sure i'm fully ready to lay my life out on the internet for people to see. 

I used to write all the time when I was younger. It was actually one of my passions, and it had always been something that I had considered doing in my future. But things change, and circumstances beyond my control made it so that it was no longer something that I was truly passionate about. It became a bitter memory, something that I felt anger over whenever I let my mind wander back to the "What If's" and the possibilities. Despite that though, it's still something I find myself doing as a way of venting out my feelings and thoughts that I otherwise can't convey through the power of speech.

Some people are gifted with the ease of being able to string words together eloquently, I was gifted with crippling self doubt in my abilities to open my mouth and have anything of intelligence come out. This is a safe haven way for me to put my thoughts down onto something concrete. To write about things that have always been weighing heavy on my mind and soul. Now it's just a question of whether or not I will remember to update it!

Either way, I have a lot of things to say. Bear with me as I try to sort out my thoughts and feelings, they're still just as confusing to me too.